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It’s been some time

Guy James Whitworth is an artist that I’ve posted about before on the pages of Aussielicious. His artworks are full of life and colour, even when tinged with a darker subject matter. We have talked about me posing for him in the past but it’s never happened for one reason or another. Yesterday Guy messaged me asking if I was still up for it. He’s working on a series called “What makes a man” and painting all sorts of regular guys, straight and gay. He’s looking for a wide range of guys so if any readers are interested and live in Sydney, get in touch.

I have posed for a few different photographers back in my younger and prettier days and feeling a bit older and out of shape as I am it’s a bit challenging to agree to it but I’m trying to live by the “Why not?” philosophy these days. Just do it and if I regret it it’s better than regretting something I said no to and won’t get the opportunity to do again. The crucial part about this process is that I trust Guy completely. His work has covered transgender performers, his boyfriend, men, women and every kind of person so I’m going to be in capable hands.

The real twist is that there is a documentary maker who is going to film the process and do interviews with the subject. The film will be relatively PG and filmed modestly but I’ll still be nude. That’s not a problem though, we all know that.

The photos above are from a shoot I did with a photographer called Stan many years ago on Obelisk nude beach here in Sydney. If only I’d appreciated the body I had when I had it.

Let’s play a game

Last night I made a rare venture out on to Oxford Street, Sydney’s most well known but slowly dying gay strip. We were out for a friend’s birthday at a trashy but cheesy fun nightclub called Palms. Think retro music, no attitude, silly dancing and lots of booze. Their lighting budget was about $10 and went on strings of stripper lights and that’s about it.

I was at the bar waiting at one point and this guy turns around and smiled at me and offered to buy me a drink. We chatted and laughed for a while, headed to the dance floor and had a bit of a pash. For those of you that don’t know, Pash is a distinctly Aussie slang term for making out (U.S.) or snogging (U.K.). After a while I started to get a little bit of a crazy vibe from him so there was no way I was going home with him and I decided that it was probably best to try and get away and back to my friends.

From there the evening became a bit of a game. It was the most bizarre game of hide and seek or cat and mouse I’ve played in a long time. He kept doing laps through the club so I’d duck behind friends or disappear through the crowd. The guy was pretty drunk by this stage so it was fairly easy but I dropped my game at one point and went to the bathroom and he was in there. As he turned from the urinal he saw me and smiled, with a big trail of drool down his chin. At that point I knew I’d made the right decision.

As I was leaving the club I saw that he was pashing some other guy so I claim victory in that game of hide and seek.

Jamie Dornan Nude

With the very much hyped film of Fifty Shades of Grey being released soon Jamie Dornan’s film career may take off or it may die a spectacularly hyped death. There is a lot of risk taking on a film role that has had a lot of people cast but pulling out or rumoured to be in it but not eventuating. The film is a risky one to take on for an actor with it’s sexual content and the publicity around it coupled with the gossip that it is going to be a flop. Social media gossip has the power to kill a movie before it’s even released these days.

Whether or not the movie is a success doesn’t really matter here though because Jamie has been kind enough to pose nude for a shoot by Mert & Marcus in 2007 for Visionaire Fashion Quarterly. I love that fashion magazines use skin to sell as much as they use fabric. The days of a huge scandal around a celebrity going frontal are gone thankfully but it still isn’t that common.These shots are really nicely done and the full frontal isn’t exactly gratuitous or even that obvious. Here’s hoping the movie and Jamie are a success. I’m not even sure I’ll see it but for a movie that has had as much talk it would be a shame for it to flop.

Why bother?

If there is anything that the internet has taught us it’s that there are some odd people out there. Fetishes that were largely left in shadowy corners now find a home in places like Tumblr where people with the same ideas reblog and share their own stories or images. One particular trend that I just don’t understand is the celebrity fake nude.

What on earth is going on with people doing really bad photoshop jobs putting celebrity heads on porn star bodies? Every now and then a fake goes around that has everyone convinced that it’s real and some are pretty good but 99.9% of them are horrendous. As someone that does some retouching and photoshop work for a living, can I suggest we please at least try and match the body angles and lighting? When the top half of the body looks like it’s been twisted like a cheap Ken doll from the bottom half and the shadows are on opposite sides of the body, no one is going to believe it.

The image on the righ of Zac Efron was snapped when he was in Australia I believe a couple of years ago. It wasn’t long before someone got a hold of it and the one on the left was floating around and everyone believed that Zac was stupid enough to go nude on to the balcony of a big hotel right in the centre of the city. I don’t think so. What are the people doing this getting out of it? Do they somehow manage to convince themselves that they have seen the celebrity in question nude? Or is this an extension of the usually terribly written fan fiction where Batman and Superman get it on it a frenzy of latex? There are enough real photos of guys naked on the internet. Just look at those and masturbate to them.

It is going to happen

For many years I’ve wanted to go on a sailing holiday. Years ago the idea started locally, thinking of chartering a boat with friends and sailing around the Whitsunday Islands, mooring off deserted beaches, swimming and relaxing with good mates. Then a couple of years ago I was tossing up between Burning Man for the second time or a sailing trip around Croatia and Burning Man won that round. This time around the sailing trip is going to happen. There’s only so long something can languish on your bucket list before it needs to be ticked off I think.

Salty Boys have just released their calendar for the 2015 northern Summer and I know which trip I want to do and I will be booking the trip shortly. The idea of being on a yacht with a group of like minded nude gay men is a very nice one. I’ve also been itching to see a new part of the world that I haven’t seen so Europe is calling. It’s many months away but it’s nice to have something to look forward to.

So much talent

Click baiting headlines are really frustrating when you are online. “This girl did something and you won’t believe what happened next” etc etc when really what you won’t believe is that someone got you to watch a shitty video where not a lot actually happens. Sadly I fall for those all the time. Today though I watched this video (below) of an X-Factor UK Audition. Of course the tv show and the website played up the sob story of the tragic loss of his brother. Apparently it is now the rules of reality tv that you can’t have a good audition unless there is a tragic sob story involved.

Jake here, has had some genuine tragedy in his life, losing his 19 year old brother. When the audition first started and Mel B stops him not that far into the song you think it’s over. After a few words and discussion from Simon Cowell et al, Jake gets to belt out a beautiful version of “Say Something” by Great Big World and to me, he does a fantastic job. He’s a very marketable package. He’s very good looking, seems genuinely polite and he can sing the hell out of the song. Let’s hope he gets a bit further than the auditions.

Change is in the air

In about four weeks time I will be moving to a different suburb here in Sydney. It’s a suburb I lived in briefly about 10 years ago and it’s a fantastic suburb. It’s closer to a lot of friends and walking distance to a lot of pubs and restaurants that I like. It’s only been since I made the decision to move that I’ve really realised how ready for this change I am. Living in a big apartment complex as I have done for the last five years you realise how unfriendly and anti-social apartment living can be. People on my own floor avoid eye contact in the lift and in the corridor. That complete opposite of personal and friendly interaction is driving me crazy.

My improved mood could also be contributed to the change in the weather. The days are getting warmer and spring is definitely in the air now. It’s no secret around the Aussielicious blog that my mood is directly linked to the amount of sunshine I see and the temperature. The first real beach day can’t be too far away now. Swimming will be a totally different story as the water temperatures are still very cold and won’t see a significant change for a few months yet sadly. We’ve had a very mild Winter here in Sydney but the last few weeks have been pretty wet and rainy so the burst of Spring is very very welcome.

It makes me smile.

Last week, a friend told me that he is moving in with his boyfriend who I got to meet recently and is very nice. After a couple of boyfriends that haven’t treated him that well over the last few years it’s really great to see him with someone who treats him well and makes him happy.

Further into their relationship are some other good friends who have just celebrated their tenth anniversary. They aren’t people I get to see very often as they don’t live in Sydney but I got to hang out with them recently and it was really nice to see them and their dynamic as a couple. After ten years they still make each other laugh and they still call each other mate. Not just because they are blokey masculine guys (I refuse to use the term straight acting as there is no acting about it) but also because as they say, “He is my best mate.”

Over the years I’ve watched how my friends work in their relationships and I’ve watched them go through some really rough patches but it makes me smile when I see them happy and bringing out the best in each other. Maybe I’m not destined to find Mr Right. Who knows? What I do know is that I like seeing my friends happy.

Could this be it?

Finding music appropriate for an aerial circus routine is something that I find really difficult. If I sit on a piece of music for too long without working it into a routine then I lose interest in it. The same is true if I try a routine to a piece of music and it doesn’t work. Rather than rework the routine I seem to throw the music away and start again.

Our teacher wants us to put together a routine for the end of term. Not for a public performance but just for each other. He also wants it to be close to five minutes long which is tough. That’s a long routine and will require lots of additional training to get through it which is good. I need to push my training and endurance anyway. This morning I have come up with two options. I’d always liked the Jack White cover of U2′s Love is Blindness but it’s only three and a half minutes so I put a minute of the original U2 version at the start before it goes into the bonkers angry Jack White version. I like it but I’m not sure it’s right.

The more likely option is Ed Sheeran “I See Fire” from the second Hobbit movie soundtrack. It’s the right length at just a smidge under five minutes and it builds beautifully from an almost acoustic folk song to an orchestral dramatic piece with moments to work with for drama in the routine.

A successful outcome

After seeing the very hard to watch video of a young man being beaten by his family for being gay a few weeks ago, it’s nice to see this video of parents completely accepting their twin sons coming out to them at the same time. One son they had suspected was gay, the other was a complete surprise. Their parents obviously have friends from a variety of walks of life when you listen to the conversation but as we know, that doesn’t always translate to acceptance. In this case, it did. Notice nothing quite distracts their dad from eating. Surely that’s about as accepting as it gets. “Yeah that’s great boys but I’m busy eating.”

Hanging on too long

With the decision to move having been made, today is the day the culling process starts. Sitting next to my desk is a collection of art and photography magazines that I collected before I moved to London in 2001. Not Only Black + White Magazine was pretty cutting edge in it’s time, featuring profiles of artists and photographers along with interviews and art nude editorials on Australian celebrities of the time. Sports stars, musicians, actors and other personalities all made their way onto the pages of N.O.B+W magazine.

It was where I discovered the work of my favourite photographer in the world, James Houston as well as the talented Paul Freeman. Both guys got their break in the pages of this publication and followed up in the pages of it’s gay equivalent that came along a few years later Not Only Blue. Both magazines were physically large publications and expensive by magazine standards at the time. I’ve hung on to these editions for years and I don’t want to get rid of them as there are some beautiful photographs as well as great memories in their pages but if I’m honest with myself, I never look at them. There are some special editions like The Sydney Dream full of Olympians and The Album full of musicians that I will hang on to but it’s time to cull.

Still for sale

Now that the decision to move has been made, it’s time to take stock of what has been accumulated in five years of living here and start to cull all the excess. Several years ago looking down the barrel of moving for the third time in just over 12 months, someone said “You can clean out all the junk.” At the time, there wasn’t anything left to clean out. That is certainly not the case now.

In amongst all the junk there are lots of pieces of my photography. There are a couple of framed prints left over from my first exhibition “Shrouded” and several from the second exhibition “Freedom“. There are also the four large (unframed) prints from the group exhibition earlier this year “Company of Men”  that I was a part of in Melbourne and Sydney (pictured above). Prices can be negotiated for those interested in purchasing any of the work. It should be seen on a wall rather than hidden away in storage as it is now.

Photography is just a hobby for me at the moment and putting together the exhibitions gives me a lot of joy but it’s a tough gig to try and sell art. I don’t have the name or reputation that generates wild sales so it’s a costly business to exhibit without a guarantee of even breaking even. I still wouldn’t give it up.

A naked protest?

It seems the world is finding it harder and harder to get attention focused on issues as we humans seem more focused on creating the issues that need resolving. As a result it appears that to get noticed you need to take your clothes off which has been successful, in a way, for the World Naked Bike Ride which is supposed to draw attention to our obsessive use of fossil fuels to run our cars. Now a man calling himself the Naked Handstander is using his global travels to try and draw attention to Planned Obsolescence.

What is that? It’s creating a consumer society where all of our purchases have a short shelf-life and need to be updated on a regular basis. Kind of ironic that this guy came to my attention on the day when the world was focusing on the new iPhone 6. Apple’s nearly annual consumer festival not only comes at a cost for production but also all the packaging that goes into landfill. Just about every company manufacturing a consumer product does it. Where do their profits go if their product doesn’t need updating every few years at least?

I’m not sure how effective a man doing handstands nude around the world is going to be in combating this problem but the photos are fun and who doesn’t love a bit of a gratuitous nude man upside down in public?

Not sure why.

For those of you who were quick enough last night to see the original images that went with my post about the weekend’s photo shoot, you’ll notice now that there is only one image with the post. Shortly after I posted it, the model told me he wasn’t comfortable with any images showing that he was nude going online. Keep in mind this is a guy that had seen my work and liked it knowing full well clearly, that I shoot mostly male nudes. The model had been chasing me to do the shoot for weeks so it’s rather frustrating to then have him change his mind and say the nudes can’t go online.

He was happy for me to use the images in the exhibition and if I put another book together but as anyone knows, marketing an exhibition or book is going to be done largely online through social media. The rest of his shoot wasn’t successful enough for me to have enough images to use without using any of the nudes and too many portraits of the same person will be overkill.

It’s not unusual for me to use non-professional models. I can’t afford to pay models as photography is still a hobby for me and both exhibitions have barely done any better than breaking even on costs. Having said that I quite like using people I know and non-professionals as they don’t have any bad modelling habits that they get into doing typical “model” poses. I guess I just have to keep trying my luck. There are a couple more shoots I have lined up for this series before it’s done and I’m really happy with where it’s all going. I need to lock in one or two more models and I’m set.

Another shoot done.

On Saturday, I photographed Haris who had come up from Wollongong to do the shoot after weeks of delays and setbacks with lighting. It wasn’t my best shoot. The concept hadn’t been fully fleshed out in my head and I’m suffering from a cold/flu thing at the moment so my energy levels were low. Going through the photos this morning my fears were partly confirmed and I wasn’t loving the results but there are a few images I’m happy with. Whether or not they make the cut for the Tribal exhibition will remain to be seen but I’m getting better at letting go of shoots that aren’t as successful these days. I do love the richness in the colour that has come out in these shots. They also capture Haris’ soulful eyes I think.

A few years ago I was watching a documentary on Annie Liebovitz and she was given some advice that I have kept in mind ever since and I think a lot more photographers could do well to remember. Editing is crucial. I don’t mean the retouching part of the editing process but rather the culling process. Weed out more. Having a large number of shots in a portfolio doesn’t mean it’s been a good shoot. Often you see a photographer or a model with a dozen images from the same shoot or setup and it gets repetitive. When it comes time to put on this exhibition I will be showing at most, three images per shoot.