There doesn’t seem to be any good reason for it but I am struggling a bit at the moment. I am feeling as unattractive and out of shape as I’ve ever felt even though I don’t think much has changed. My motivation for the gym is non-existent, I’m tired and it’s all frustrating the hell out of me.

It’s not the first time this mood has settled in and I know it will pass so today I’m being good to myself. It’s a public holiday here today, Anzac Day, our equivalent of Veterans Day. I was thinking of heading to the beach but it’s not quite warm enough and I’m in the mood to cocoon myself at home and potter around.

The plan is to try and kill two birds with one stone and cook up some healthy food to take to work for lunches and breakfasts etc, which will save me money, get my nutrition on track and keep me distracted.

In amongst that I have a photo shoot to finish editing of a gorgeous Brazilian guy from a few weeks ago that I haven’t had a chance to edit. Photography is another area that is frustrating me. Apart from the art-porn shoot downloads aren’t selling particularly well and I’m wondering how much I should prioritise them. Who knows? I won’t be making any rash decisions while I’m in a funk.