Today has been a day that I just don’t want to think about. The most minor thing of the day that annoyed me was a lot of selfish assholes at the gym not putting their weights away. It was also crowded and I couldn’t get on all the equipment that I wanted. But like I said, that’s a minor one.

Some days life feels like a big fat bag of shit.

The big one was five people from my office being made redundant including two of my favourite people to work with. It really threw me and I feel sick about it. Most of the five will be absolutely fine but it’s just a shit thing to happen in the office. Five people out of a 20 person office leaves quite a hole and it will be interesting to see what comes next.

Then after catching up with friends for dinner to try and relax and calm down after that shit news I just saw a guy that a bit over a year ago I went on a few dates with and was very keen on. He was too “broken” after a previous relationship to date me but now he’s apparently all fixed because he was definitely with someone. Genuinely happy for him but in my tired and emotional state I didn’t need to see that yet another guy that wasn’t over their ex when I met them has moved on and found someone when I can’t get a date for the life of me.