Tomorrow I turn 45 and while I have a lot to learn and things to work on, like everyone, I’m enjoying life. In the spirit of my current mood of trying to embrace things, tomorrow morning I’m ticking off a sexual fantasy bucket list item.

No, I’m not going to say what it is but all going to plan I’ll be a very contented man by the time I meet my friends in the afternoon for a drink. A mate of mine will be there which will be great. I think it’s fantastic that in the gay world it’s not unusual to have a good friend that we can mess around with from time to time without it being weird.

Am I nervous about it? Yes I am. I’m nervous about it not going well and therefore ruining a good fantasy but I’m also just nervous in general but overall I think it will be fine and I’m really looking forward to it. I’ve mentioned it to a couple of friends, including a woman from work who thinks it is hilarious. She’s not sure she will be able to look at me the same way on Monday but she did say that laughing her head off so we are good.

I’d love to hear in the comments whether any of you have lived out a fantasy and how it went. If anyone knows any hot hung gay twins that want a threesome I’d LOVE to explore that fantasy too.