I recently gave my number to a guy at the gym after he was checking me out as I walked nude to the showers in the locker room. It took weeks for him to message but he did eventually. Alas today I found out the reason why he took so long. He has a long term boyfriend so there won’t be anything happening with him. It’s made me reassess what I’m after and at the moment I think I need to avoid thinking about finding a date or a husband.
It doesn’t take a genius to work out that my lack of confidence has been getting worse over the last couple of years and as a result I pretty much never have sex. As of today I’m on a mission to rediscover my mojo. I’m on a mission to have sex and hopefully much more regularly. Today I reconnected with a guy I met years ago and who lives nearby. We don’t know each other well but we both find each other attractive and I casually mentioned hooking up today in a chat on Facebook and he was up for it. If that doesn’t happen by the end of this weekend I’m taking myself to a sex on premises venue and trying my luck there.
If sex happens more regularly then surely that will help resolve some of the over the top need to find a boyfriend. Even if it doesn’t, sex is good for mental health and physical touch is something I love and crave so some plain old skin on skin won’t hurt.