It might be time for a change in my thinking. This is going to come as a surprise to you all but I have been in a relationship for quite a while now. I wanted to keep it fairly quiet as my love live or lack of it has been too prominent on this blog so that’s why you haven’t heard anything about it. Things have been going well for a long time and I’ve been really happy but lately things have gotten a bit stale. The relationship makes me happy still but not for any length of time and it is starting to feel a bit routine.

In a move that will come across as a bit hypocritical since I’ve been so vocally against ever being in an open relationship, I’m thinking of doing just that. I’m still very devoted to the relationship that I have and I know that because it’s been built on a solid base of trust that it will survive and it will always be there for me but it’s time to broaden my horizons. Open relationships are an idea that I’ve really struggled with over the years but I figure after nearly 30 years in one relationship it’s time. That’s right, I’m going to work on not just masturbating any more. I want real sex, with someone else. My right hand will always be there for me, reliable, trusty and fun but I need more.