Today while I was at work I was chatting on text and email to a couple of guys I’ve been chatting to online. There was a bit of sex talking involved. Now I’m not the most confident of guys in the bedroom department after one or two guys I’ve been involved with have shattered that confidence so there are things in my fantasy realm that will almost certainly never be lived out.

Yet somehow today I was right in the mood to get down and very dirty with people and tick of things that I don’t think will ever happen. Before you all ask, no I’m not going to go into detail, but they were fun things to think of. The reality is though, if someone hit me up to actually do them, I would crumble into my world of neurosis about it and never have the guts to do it.

So, today I realised that I can be very horny for a hypothetical situation, especially when it’s in no danger of eventuating, but in reality, a lot of the ideas were just that, fantastic ideas that are better there. There were others that will happen… just not today.