The last few weeks have been absolutely insane for me with 3 rehearsals a week for the Aerialize shows, gym, pole dancing and trying to maintain a regular job and a social life leading up to christmas. The first thing to suffer when I’m busy is my diet. I haven’t cooked for myself for at least two weeks which is awful.

I don’t know why they call that part at the bottom of your fridge the crisper, because all my veggies turn to liquid in there.

I was supposed to do a pole routine at a friend’s pole dancing studio tonight but I’ve cancelled because now that all my busy stuff is over, this weekend my body seems to have just said “Enough!” and I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck and have barely moved off the lounge. I feel guilty and bad for doing that to her but the studio is over an hour’s drive away for a 2 minute routine and then over an hour driving back. Not tonight.

So the next two weeks off work are going to be good food, good company, family Christmas, lots of time nude on the beach and looking after myself. But right now, disc 2 of season 6 of Sex and the City is waiting.